Lifeless..

Trying to fake a laugh...

Trying to fake a smile..

Trying to give good response when someone crack a joke..

Trying everything just to make myself happy..

Put on a cheerful face but living with a heart crying out loud..

Why do I have to feel like this??

I don't like this..

Why this is happening??
Why??

Anybody out there, please save me from this painful feeling..

Just so you know, I meant both; reality and fantasy.